Black Hole is a region of space resulting in a collapses of star, from which nothing, not even light can escape.It is called 'black' because it absorbs all the light that hits it, reflect nothing, just like a perfect black body, just like my heart.
My Heart is a chambered muscular organ, composed of mainly rhythmically contractile smooth muscle, but after that happened, it start to ache, it absorb everything, happy memories, sad memories, and emotions, leaving me empty in this cold, lonely world, leaving me wonder why I am here...alone.
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
New CCA room
We're moving!
We're changing a new cca room :)
The whole of the 4th floor!
Wish that he will install air-con #.#
or else we will get burnt!!Haha
We're changing a new cca room :)
The whole of the 4th floor!
Wish that he will install air-con #.#
or else we will get burnt!!Haha
Friday, November 12, 2010
Crismon Blood & Poison Tears
Rain, rain go away,
because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart.
Leave me here, tear it apart.
Poison Tears stream down my face,
my heart beat at a steady pace.
As I try to stand again;
alone and standing in the rain.
I don't need you anymore,
is what i think when tears pour,
I hate you like I hate my life,
But love is what cut like a knife.
Love is death and death is you.
Its stain like a bid tattoo.
Those memories comes back again
and bind me in the rope of pain.
Crismon blood stream down my head
like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread
to a plutinum bullet, a hole in my skull...
Now just a memories fade and dull...
because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart.
Leave me here, tear it apart.
Poison Tears stream down my face,
my heart beat at a steady pace.
As I try to stand again;
alone and standing in the rain.
I don't need you anymore,
is what i think when tears pour,
I hate you like I hate my life,
But love is what cut like a knife.
Love is death and death is you.
Its stain like a bid tattoo.
Those memories comes back again
and bind me in the rope of pain.
Crismon blood stream down my head
like a long, silk ribbon, tied by a thread
to a plutinum bullet, a hole in my skull...
Now just a memories fade and dull...
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Fade to black
I can't remember things that happened like just just now...
Can't remember who I talked to just now when I was climbing the stairs...
Can't remember what I just did...
My memories just fade away so quickly and quietly...even without me knowing it...
How scary...Fading into the Snow White Darkness without ever noticing.
How sad...losing all the memories with your loved ones...
How lonely...fading away without anyone noticing your absences...
How cold...without the ablity to get the 'warm' from your loved ones...left bare naked on the empty road..
Can't remember who I talked to just now when I was climbing the stairs...
Can't remember what I just did...
My memories just fade away so quickly and quietly...even without me knowing it...
How scary...Fading into the Snow White Darkness without ever noticing.
How sad...losing all the memories with your loved ones...
How lonely...fading away without anyone noticing your absences...
How cold...without the ablity to get the 'warm' from your loved ones...left bare naked on the empty road..
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Kilua Zoldyck
Kilua Zoldyck
Gender: Male
Age: 12
Birthday day: June 15
Hair Colour: Silver
Eye Colour: Blue/Teal
Height: 158cm
Weight: 49kg
Blood Type: B
Occupation: Zoldyck Assassin, Hunter
Report for the day
Make a new event at Facebook at Vongola Family Cavallone Family.The event is picture editing(i know it's lame)but we have nothing to do causing the group to be unactive.:(
Boring day...
Boring day...
Friday, October 29, 2010
Sen no Yoro wo Koete
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda
Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to
Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita
Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa
English
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaerunda
Anata ga boku wo aishiteru ka aishitenai ka
Nante koto wa mou docchi demo ii n da
Donna ni negai nozomou ga
Kono sekai ni wa kaerarenu mono ga takusan aru darou
Sou soshite boku ga anata wo aishiteru to iu jijitsu dake wa
Dare ni mo kaerarenu shinjitsu dakara
Sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kimochi wo kotoba ni suru no wa kowai yo demo
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Kono hiroi sekai de meguri au yorokobi wo kotoba jya ii arawasenai ne
Dakara bokutachi wa hohoemi
Iro azayaka ni sugiru aki wo doremi de utatte
Fuyu wo se ni haru no komorebi wo machi
Atarashiku umare kawaru dareka wo mamoreru youni to
Kita michi to yukisaki furikaereba itsudemo okubyou na me wo shite ita boku
Mukiaitai demo sunao ni narenai
Massugu ni aite wo aisenai hibi wo
Kurikaeshite wa hitoribocchi wo iyagatte
Ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shite ita
Sen no yoru wo koete ima anata ni ai ni yukou
Tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai
Sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
Boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizutsuitatte
Suki na hito ni wa suki tte tsutaeru n da
Sono omoi ga kanawanakutatte suki na hito ni suki tte tsutaeru
Sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na koto sa
English
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone
I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There’s something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone
On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded
I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Utakata Hanabi
Afureru hito de nigiwau hachigatsu matsu no omatsuri
Yukata wo kite geta mo haite
Karan koron oto wo tateru
Fui ni agatta hanabi wo futari de miageta toki
Muchuu de miteru kimi no kao wo
Sotto nusumi mita no
Kimi no koto kirai ni naretara ii no ni
Kyou mitai na hi ni wa kitto
Mata omoidashite shimau yo
Konna kimochi shiranakya yokatta
Mou nidoto aeru koto mo nai no ni
Aitai… Aitainda
Ima demo omou kimi ga ita ano natsu no hi wo
Sukoshi tsukarete futari michibata ni koshikake tara
Tooku kikoeru ohayashi no ne hyururira nari hibiku
Yozora ni saita ookina ookina nishiki kamuro
Mou sukoshi de natsu ga owaru
Futto setsunaku naru…
Sakasama no HAATO ga uchi agatteta
Ahaha tte warai atte
Suki da yo tte KISU wo shita
Mou wasureyou kimi no koto zenbu
Konna ni mo kanashikute
Doushite deatte shimattandarou
Me wo tojireba
Ima mo kimi ga soko ni iru you de
Amai toiki binetsu wo
Obiru watashi wa kimi ni koishita
Sono koe ni
Ah.. Sono hitomi ni kizukeba toki wa
Sugi satteku no ni
Mada kimi no omokage wo sagashite
Hitorikiri de miageru hanabi ni
Kokoro ga chikuri to shita
Mou sugu sugi no kisetsu ga
Yatte kuru yo
Kimi to miteta utakata hanabi
Ima demo omou
Ano natsu no hi wo
English Translation
The festival at the end of August flooded with people
wearing yukata and geta,*
making sounds of click-clack ring.
As the fireworks suddenly went off, we looked up,
and I stole a glance at your enraptured face.
I wish I could hate you.
But during days like today, I will surely
once again remember these memories.
I wish I never knew these feelings.
Yet even though we cannot meet again,
I want to see you. I want to see you.
Even now, I think of the summer days when you were here.
As we sat and rested on the roadside,
we could hear the sound of the ohayashi* far away,
the fluttering echo.
Giant brocade crowns bloom in the night sky.
As summer ends soon,
I suddenly feel sad.
My upside down heart jumped up
as we both laughed “ahaha.”
“I love you.”
And we kissed.
I want to forget everything about you.
As it is, I’m’ still sad.
Why did I ever meet you?
If I close my eyes,
I can feel like you are there even now.
With a sweet sigh,
I feverishly fell in love with you-
That voice, those eyes-
Even though when I realized it, the time had already passed,
I still search for your face.
As I look up at the fireworks by myself,
my heart prickles in pain.
Soon, the next season
will be here.
The ephemeral fireworks I watched with you-
Even now, I think of that summer day.
Yukata wo kite geta mo haite
Karan koron oto wo tateru
Fui ni agatta hanabi wo futari de miageta toki
Muchuu de miteru kimi no kao wo
Sotto nusumi mita no
Kimi no koto kirai ni naretara ii no ni
Kyou mitai na hi ni wa kitto
Mata omoidashite shimau yo
Konna kimochi shiranakya yokatta
Mou nidoto aeru koto mo nai no ni
Aitai… Aitainda
Ima demo omou kimi ga ita ano natsu no hi wo
Sukoshi tsukarete futari michibata ni koshikake tara
Tooku kikoeru ohayashi no ne hyururira nari hibiku
Yozora ni saita ookina ookina nishiki kamuro
Mou sukoshi de natsu ga owaru
Futto setsunaku naru…
Sakasama no HAATO ga uchi agatteta
Ahaha tte warai atte
Suki da yo tte KISU wo shita
Mou wasureyou kimi no koto zenbu
Konna ni mo kanashikute
Doushite deatte shimattandarou
Me wo tojireba
Ima mo kimi ga soko ni iru you de
Amai toiki binetsu wo
Obiru watashi wa kimi ni koishita
Sono koe ni
Ah.. Sono hitomi ni kizukeba toki wa
Sugi satteku no ni
Mada kimi no omokage wo sagashite
Hitorikiri de miageru hanabi ni
Kokoro ga chikuri to shita
Mou sugu sugi no kisetsu ga
Yatte kuru yo
Kimi to miteta utakata hanabi
Ima demo omou
Ano natsu no hi wo
English Translation
The festival at the end of August flooded with people
wearing yukata and geta,*
making sounds of click-clack ring.
As the fireworks suddenly went off, we looked up,
and I stole a glance at your enraptured face.
I wish I could hate you.
But during days like today, I will surely
once again remember these memories.
I wish I never knew these feelings.
Yet even though we cannot meet again,
I want to see you. I want to see you.
Even now, I think of the summer days when you were here.
As we sat and rested on the roadside,
we could hear the sound of the ohayashi* far away,
the fluttering echo.
Giant brocade crowns bloom in the night sky.
As summer ends soon,
I suddenly feel sad.
My upside down heart jumped up
as we both laughed “ahaha.”
“I love you.”
And we kissed.
I want to forget everything about you.
As it is, I’m’ still sad.
Why did I ever meet you?
If I close my eyes,
I can feel like you are there even now.
With a sweet sigh,
I feverishly fell in love with you-
That voice, those eyes-
Even though when I realized it, the time had already passed,
I still search for your face.
As I look up at the fireworks by myself,
my heart prickles in pain.
Soon, the next season
will be here.
The ephemeral fireworks I watched with you-
Even now, I think of that summer day.
First holiday CCA
Science & Technology Club
Date: 29Th Oct 2010
Time: 0900-1330
Venue: SCSS Science & Tech Room
The CCA room haven't open when I reach the school, and the whole bunch of them was already there playing in a classroom...so much for a typical Friday morning...
A group was stacking up at a corner playing computer games...
One was trying to stalk everyone n getting everyone attention...
One was busy doing homework...in serious mode even it's holiday...
A bunch was quarrelling about which game,anime,movies,drama shows is the best... (Really they look just like a bunch of kids)
CCA finally start when the CCA room open(of course)
yu shao only jump in at 0930, which shocked everybody n asked him why did he even come?He replied that of course he must come for his passion for this hard-core CCA...
and because he wake up so early(PS it's 9 in the morning already)he had a stomach-ache and need to shit...sigh(n he went to shit)
The building of robots was ...the four of us just suck at it...others have already finish theirs and we doesn't even complete half of it...it is the end of the world!
To 'define' it, that's mean we are bad it building and programming...
The worst part is the programming,I think...
The laptop do not listen to us at all and keep hanging...sigh
epic...
Blab,blab,blab and the CCA ended...
Haha
PS. I am listening to Sen no yoru wo Koete super nice!!!
The song English translation is Passing Throught A Thousand Night.
This song makes you feel so sad so touch.And if anyone sing this to me,I will be touch to tears...
Utakata Hanabi(Transient Fireworks) is also very nice.
This is a long nice blog...
Date: 29Th Oct 2010
Time: 0900-1330
Venue: SCSS Science & Tech Room
The CCA room haven't open when I reach the school, and the whole bunch of them was already there playing in a classroom...so much for a typical Friday morning...
A group was stacking up at a corner playing computer games...
One was trying to stalk everyone n getting everyone attention...
One was busy doing homework...in serious mode even it's holiday...
A bunch was quarrelling about which game,anime,movies,drama shows is the best... (Really they look just like a bunch of kids)
CCA finally start when the CCA room open(of course)
yu shao only jump in at 0930, which shocked everybody n asked him why did he even come?He replied that of course he must come for his passion for this hard-core CCA...
and because he wake up so early(PS it's 9 in the morning already)he had a stomach-ache and need to shit...sigh(n he went to shit)
The building of robots was ...the four of us just suck at it...others have already finish theirs and we doesn't even complete half of it...it is the end of the world!
To 'define' it, that's mean we are bad it building and programming...
The worst part is the programming,I think...
The laptop do not listen to us at all and keep hanging...sigh
epic...
Blab,blab,blab and the CCA ended...
Haha
PS. I am listening to Sen no yoru wo Koete super nice!!!
The song English translation is Passing Throught A Thousand Night.
This song makes you feel so sad so touch.And if anyone sing this to me,I will be touch to tears...
Utakata Hanabi(Transient Fireworks) is also very nice.
This is a long nice blog...
lol
Went to tuition just now.
Joker...
My ex classmate wanted to try on the eyeliner that she found in her friend pencil case.(really, using UMO,unidentified mysterious object lying on the floor)
She went to the bathroom to try on it...lots of screams,yells,shreks,blab,blab blab.
Came back with a panda eye...lol
Joker...
My ex classmate wanted to try on the eyeliner that she found in her friend pencil case.(really, using UMO,unidentified mysterious object lying on the floor)
She went to the bathroom to try on it...lots of screams,yells,shreks,blab,blab blab.
Came back with a panda eye...lol
First Post Fresh Start
Since it's the holiday, I decided (try) to wrtie my blog every day ( althought I know it's impossible )!
Erm...firstly, I got the name of the blog from Pandora Hearts (anime) and the URL too.
And the reason I start a new blog is beacause my previous blog is spamed!So upset.
Haha...
PS. the holiday is so boring and it only start yesterday!sigh...sad
Erm...firstly, I got the name of the blog from Pandora Hearts (anime) and the URL too.
And the reason I start a new blog is beacause my previous blog is spamed!So upset.
Haha...
PS. the holiday is so boring and it only start yesterday!sigh...sad
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